Romance.

I'm not looking for romance.

I don't need sweet smelling roses,
Or glittering gifts.
I don't need public display of affection,
Or for the world to know of our attraction.
I don't need a big house,
I just want a loving home.

I won't push our children to be perfect,

Because they already will be.

I don't need you to always be by my side,

Because the certainty in my heart that we will always be together is enough.

Because the world disappears when we're together. You and I. Is enough. 

-to whoever you are out there, I just haven't met you yet.

My place in this world..

Finally I got to Bali again last week, and it was so hard to leave. 

I have come to love the people there so very much. 

I always loved riding past the rice fields, probably my favourite view in the whole world. They only just planted them in for a new cycle when I was last there..and now they're all almost ready for harvest. It seems so silly, but it felt like I was saying hello again to the rice fields..and that they recognised me, and they were welcoming me back there again.

Why?

Sometimes you can't help but wonder - why do such people exist in our world?

How can there be so much hatred and evil in their hearts and minds?

I cannot understand this..

Just 5 more days and I'll be going to see my lovely children in Bali again! I really really can't wait to see them.
I went shopping for dresses and clothes for the little ones and it was so exciting to choose the prettiest dresses and guess how much they're grown in the past 6 months since I last saw them!

But before then, its back to work tomorrow! And it has been crazy hot the past week here in Malaysia.

All I Want..

This song, says what I've wanted to say better than I could have said it.